I spent some time with Lola the other night
And I mentioned to her that I seem to be looping in my life I suppose. I was at the lowest point I felt I could possibly reach not 2 months ago. A low point I can compare to when I was 13 and when 8th grade was just too much to handle.
I mentioned I’m going through my cycles that I experienced then and I’m at about the part right before I met my first love.
I wasn’t joking when I said my life repeats itself. I think all of ours do until we find something stable to keep it going in the right direction.
or people just learn from their mistakes and take a different road. i think I’ve been on this same dark road for a while now and i keep missing my chance to turn off. I’m not blaming anyone. This is my own fault.
Never forget 3 types of people in your life:
- Who helped you in your difficult times.
- Who left you in your difficult times.
- Who put you in difficult times.
when i say things i’m weird i’m obsessive i’m clingy i’m crazy i’m over emotional i’m crazy i need to move on i’m obsessed blah blah blah
but when this bitch says crazier shit than me she’s fucking normal and wonderful and cute and hot
suck my imaginary dick
we’re all hypocrites.